A long time over due

Now did I break your heart or did you break mines?
See over the time I kinda can't remember
Was it when I cheated and then told you it was over
Or was it when you first lied in September
Things start to get really fuzzy
I sit back and feel bad about what I did to you
But then I get mad and remember the things you didn't do to me
Hot summer nights I sat on the edge of my bed thinking
When I thought I was in love
I even wrote letters so I could remember
But i don't know, I did a lot of bad things
things I'm notttt to proudedd of
Most of them sit in a sock at the bottom of my hamper.
Lol, nah but seriously I can't remember
Did I break your heart or did you break mines?
Was it when I gave you the cold shoulder and walked past you
Day after day, not saying one word not even just hey
Or was it when I realized you wernt the same person
You used to be
Not the same laugh not the same cry
You wernt the same girl and I grew out of that guy
I felt like you switched it up, jumped ships on me
SO I'M SAYING IT RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE
You wernt honest with me.

Soooooo I meaaannnnnn. Fuck it now. Idc anymore,
Every thing I knew with you is out the door
I say you broke mines and I kept it a secrete
But I blew up and erupted then snapped yours into pieces.